loliqueer

I feel like if most users of the internet knew how I identified they'd be taken aback, not even believe I was serious about it.



so I just wanna preface this post... yes, I am completely serious about the label of 'lolikin'. I am sort of a melting pot of alterhuman identities, having some spiritual, psychological and influenced by otherwise. it's a pretty big part of my life.
I guess you could sort of classify it as a 'conceptkin'... but I personally see it more like being a cladotherian. a 'cladokin' I suppose? there's a bit of me in every single loli, the meaning of the word, the aesthetic.. like if you viewed them as a species i suppose, that would be my species.

it isn't inherrently a sexual identity, but I do consider it somewhat similar to being a succubus. (atleast to me, I'm sure completely nonsexual lolikin exist too.) it gives me energy to be recognized as my adorable, sexy and childish self. acting childish and innocent does about the same as well, lots of euphoria when surrounded by various child's activities.
I'm sure it has to do with me being autistic, an age regressor and whatnot. there were parts of my life where I basically stayed age regressed for years, due to who the main alter was... I wish I could go back to that QwQ the shifts in personality feel like chaos sometimes, it can be hard to keep the euphoric mindset. I really need to write up a schedule... and track what things actually help me relax. that'd help a lot.

it is a spiritual thing for me too, plenty of past lives where I was a loli. sometimes permanently, sometimes just for a brief period of time.



and I think that's it.... kinda don't have much words this morning >_< but I'll see you next time!